I just wonder how much it’s enought…Now, after no sleep…I started to think I can still take it. I’m just so tired I don’t want to fight with me now. I wouldn’t be able to win. But I think I already lost what I had left…that was my present for 6th December. I just hope someday I will understand that it just wasn’t for me…and never will be. I knew that from the begining but I couldn’t stop hoping. That’s why I lost so much, that’s why I lost myself. And still I’m happy that I lived it… And I hope I will have that feeling all my life. I don’t want to regret this..Not this!