Here, in the shadow…


My black backpack’s stuffed with broken dreams
20 bucks should get me through the week
Never said a word of discontentment
Fought it a thousand times but now
I’m leaving home

Here in the shadows
I’m safe
I’m free
I’ve nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don’t belong

Two months pass by and it’s getting cold
I know I’m not lost
I am just alone
But I won’t cry
I won’t give up
I can’t go back now
Waking up is knowing who you really are



Show me the shadow where true meaning lies
So much more dismay in empty eyes

… This song is really so close to what happened to me. Or at least to what I am feeling sometimes. It’s like I’m forced into it…I really felt leaving with my backpack full of broken dreams…I still have them no, there, and in my room, and in my mind and soul. But as the song already says it…I can’t go back now…where I don’t belong..

Still, this weekend I reminded myself what all those years ment…why I was such foolish in love..why I did all those things…and why I still don’t regret them, and think about it like my „golden days”…


2010 in review

The stats helper monkeys at mulled over how this blog did in 2010, and here’s a high level summary of its overall blog health:

Healthy blog!

The Blog-Health-o-Meter™ reads Wow.

Crunchy numbers

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A Boeing 747-400 passenger jet can hold 416 passengers. This blog was viewed about 2,600 times in 2010. That’s about 6 full 747s.


In 2010, there were 64 new posts, growing the total archive of this blog to 221 posts. There were 76 pictures uploaded, taking up a total of 162mb. That’s about 1 pictures per week.

The busiest day of the year was October 16th with 80 views. The most popular post that day was In UK….

Where did they come from?

The top referring sites in 2010 were,,,, and

Some visitors came searching, mostly for yulik2531, phreakazoidd, yulika2531, yulik, and lectii de viata.

Attractions in 2010

These are the posts and pages that got the most views in 2010.


In UK… September 2010
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